I heard from Jia Lok that Yan Mei isn't doing well.
I couldn't tell and I didn't know... I'm so louzy :(
I just realized I the whole day in school today I was walking with her and I couldn't tell but she must have been mulling over her econs paper.
In other words. I'M SOCIALLY AWKWARD.
Let me break it down for you: Talking about deep stuff, trying to cheer someone up -> Lame joke. Fuck.
In my head I say, if I can't be myself maybe I'm the right person to cheer this guy up. But that sucks. I just hope... that one day that one person will laugh and smile again. I read something on Tumblr that was touching and relevant to me. Hey wait, that just represents the whole of Tumblr. :x
... but inside I really feel true anguish. I may not be empathize at times, but from MPS and Jia Lok I'm learning to do it better I guess... But even without it, I have a good imagination. I can imagine a future without both of them. And it fucking hurts. In a weird way, they were like my parents I could actually talk to abt problems haha.
Solution: Text and Pray
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Music is worth so much more than Pop.
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