华文

A水准华文考试要来了

记得今年我告诉自己华文一定要拿个A。但是，我也当时以为明年可以做H3。

当然现在，及格就多么好了。..

这中年考试，我感到十分失望。考试时只能想女孩，真怪自己在维多利亚没有练习“self-control”。嗨哟。。。SCREW IT LA。

刮风这天我试过握着你手
但遍遍雨渐渐大到我看你不见
还要多久，我才能在你身边？
等到放晴的那天也许我会比较好一点！

^你看，我一想到女孩们，头脑就马上使我唱歌。哇。。。这样的话，我的唱歌才能快速就会比周杰伦还好呀！哈哈。

如果你不知道那是什么歌曲，那是从周杰伦的‘晴天’来的。



我不知道为什么他们全部要用繁体字写歌词。

Will always remember from AEP - My drawing sucks

GUESS WHAT I WAS DOING THE NIGHT BEFORE MATHS PAPER?

NOT MATHS

EWWW SO CARTOON. Ah heck. New plan: Draw a whole bunch of people and send them as a gift some time :)

Quiet faith

Once again it is Kwang Ik.

He resonates with me on this matter in ways I do not understand. Maybe it was the nice Laksa. Maybe it was the nice Yuan Yang. Doesn't matter, he was there to share with me.

I think its time.

Maybe its just a phase, maybe its a small beginning, but this blog started small too. A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step (or airplane ticket, whichever you prefer).

But I will begin. A journey of faith.

Today. 29 June. A quiet tap at the door.

I invite him, my lord.

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Diluted

Meaning not concentrated.

You know when I wake up each day, I actually DON'T think about exams at all? Which, contrary to what a typical student might think, sucks. Its like I'm not even trying.

I think Ben is lonely. He comes from a school nearly by himself. Granted, he's definitely close to his CCA mates, but its not possible for everyone to repay in kind. I think the trouble with anyone too attached to someone else, is because he has no one else to turn to. Maybe that's why I instinctively tried to reconnect with everyone. But not everyone can repay in kind.

Brenda thinks I've changed a lot. I think so too, after confessing to ZT, its like a whole chunk of my confidence and other attributes were struck away. Some things can do that to a person.

So everyday I wake up now, with more than half my mind thinking about something other than exams. You know what I'm talking about. And the next thought will always be: WTF AM I DOING. But I keep doing it anyway. This is probably the worse one, doesn't seem to pass with time. Sigh... Its like I've forgotten all my aspirations already. I've become so anti-education system.

I'm screwed. Fuck.

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At the Metropolitan Museum of Art

The handicapped one in the family. Poor Guy.

University of Pennsylvania

The Private Facebook

Sometimes I momentarily have random kind of 'status' posts in my head that I don't share. So I shall start a new thing on my blog.

"Dreamt of you again."

^ Yes I did actually, though it wasn't as vivid as the last two.

Again

In Primary 6 after the brave but stupid confession online and the subsequent DAOing I had a dream about another girl.

With swift hesitance (oxymoron) I e-mailed the latter apologizing, I wonder if she still remembers. Yeah sounds stupid right? Saying sorry for dreaming. Sounds communist. But at the time, and in fact right now, my brain is wrecked. With guilt yes, but with the subconscious feeling that begging the other party to figure out your feelings is like a subtle open confession, tagged with the slim chance that the other person reciprocates.

So with homage to KI's blog I will write a letter to her, whether I choose to send it or not... meh. Last time the girl said I was over reacting, indeed, I do that often. VERY. Hence I shall overreact on my blog.

Hey D,

What you're bout to read is... a little... awkward.
Erm... My brain is a wreck right now. I don't know if you'd find this sweet or disturbing, but I've dreamt about you for two nights in a row, and maybe three times in total... I don't remember. I don't know why and I don't know what I'm supposed to do... I suppose nothing. Yes let's go with that... I think. I don't know if its supposed to be a big deal or not, but bottom line is that its been messing with my studies... a little... a lot. Just hope we're still cool :) Ok wow that was pretty pathetic. Err nvm I have to go study now.

Confused
Li Keen

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She treats my like a friend, time I do the same.

From all boy's to co-ed

嗨呀。。。这首歌真的很对。我小时候妈妈已经让我听这首歌。



To non-chinese readers:
The girl on the opposite looked over
She looked over, looked over
This performance is really lively
Don't pretend to ignore

The girl on the opposite looked over
She looked over, looked over
Please don't be frightened by my looks
Actually I'm pretty cute :/

A lonely boy's sadness
When expressed, who would understand?
Come on, please give me an inviting look
???

Chorus
I look left, and look right, look up and look down
It seems that every girl isn't that easy
I thought and thought, guessed and guessed,
Girls' hearts and thoughts are really weird

I'll not do the rest, cause its more difficult and I don't have that much time to double post.