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Wednesday 15 February 2012

Going back to the corner, where I can't see you.

Personality homeostasis.
Sudden fall in social life -> Detects loneliness -> Attempts more extroversion
Extroversion increases -> Detects more happiness -> Attempts more extroversion...
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Extroversion increases -> Detects disappointment -> Introversion sharply increases
Introversion sharply increases -> Detects quiet content -> Introversion sharply increases

Dang it all.
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I don't know how other families are like but my parents never say 'I love you', to each other or to us (children), the most I got is one time when my mom said 'I love my children'. So you can tell I was caught off guard when someone says...

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Tell me that you're alright!... Give me a reason... to end this discussion. ~Motion City Soundtrack, Everything is Alright

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I think the honest truth is that I am afraid of the world and gaming and music is escapism.

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Need a solid base. The 'mastermind group' they were talking about during CCAL sympos. Who are they? The group of thinkers I consult, or rant to?

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Need affection from that one person who would see me at that level... love is so selfish. When I won't feel vulnerable to other people.

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