Invisible

Being sick and missing it all.

In secondary 1 I was sick during camp and couldn't do shit. All curled up and stupid in the bunker. Clueless, left out. It was pathetic. No one talked to me, and everybody had good laughs together and a good time. To some extent, it kept me away from them and helped me concentrate in class perhaps. But it was terribly lonely and utmost forlorn.

Now I missed the second day of school which was probably the first time my class properly bonded... Haiz. Don't tell me I'm going to be that left out guy again... I hate this. Why? Why do I always get sick at this sort of crucial period? I guess I have to count myself lucky now that there's 4 VS guys in my class.

Lucky she isn't in the same class.